shidd.

life's going chilled,nothing special whatsoever...grades are going good,girl life is straighh,house life is nothing to complain about...but here's the thing..do i become content with the way life is now or continue to advance?

SFG & WITA.

so of course with me being a HUGE music fan,you know i def downloaded Charles Hamilton's and Drake's new mixtapes,"Well Isn't This Awkard" and "So Far Gone."SHIT'S MAGNIFICENT!some of the dopest tracks i've ever heard!these two need to put out records,LIKE ALBUM type shit.not dkrdng,but it's cold as hell.Best Music So Far By FAR.

whass a goon to internity?

the title...means nothing towards the point of this blog..but the point of this blog is to express the point that there's alot of us who TAKE LIFE WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.like everything that happens is not LIFE changing,some are life-altering,but none sum up your life forever.i think we all need to get away from the thought that "if we fuck up once,we're done for."which in my opinion,isn't the case.any&everything done can be repaired with proper effort and doing.thass if meant to be repaired,everything isn't meant to be repaired.somethings go wrong to show you that..just take life as it comes,STOP PLANNING FOR THE FUTURE.

a chick.

see...i want a chick.but i'm not looking for no "stonce cold,i'm so in love you with type shit."just some,"main chick" type shit.some shit to where like we're each others mains,& we wouldn't mess around on each other,but we don't have to go around bragging about what we do behind closed doors.cause that's our memories,a type of chick that knows her place in my life,& doesn't need a title to solitfy that.someone who when asked "whassup with yall?"she doesn't even hesitate to say,"that's our business."someone who doesn't let them,get in the way of us.cause she knows they could never compare to her.the type of chick i can make laugh when we argue,the type of chick i can call when i'm losing my mind,& i don't have to worry that someone else will know.someone who knows that life is not always that serious,& who doesn't mind when i crack a joke.some real shit to be point blank,nothing forced,nothing manurfactured.


looking for my "chill chick".

funniest shit ever.

been awhile..

it's been awhile since i've updated my blog..actually i think it's been before christmas since i have...but anywhoo,here's sort of an update on my everyday life..

uhh school's still good,gets mad boring these days,but gotta keep the grades up..

next..relationships;haven't had any,talked here & there to a few girls,nothing really that serious.

music;wrote a few songs with my big broo savage..been kinda fun lately..


but overall life's pretty chill right now,couldn't & won't complain.


Bee Outtie,=].

fuck up or fuck you?

not sure which one i want right now...please let me explain.see it's this chick,kelli.she's like everything i could ever want in a chick.we shared so many of the same interests and felt the same on so many difference issues.so you're probably thinking,where's the problem?same thing i'm thinking.i think i love her,but i think i love the single life more.or maybe it's that i'm just not ready for commitment.or maybe it's that we talked to much when we first met,so now it's like in overdrive and i'm sick of it before the start.but i try to look from the outside,the hurt i'm causing her.imagine all of a sudden someone very near and dear to you looks for every reason why you shouldn't talk to them,makes up false insecurities and so on and so on.probably very painful and dishearting.but it's exactly what i'm doing to her.so most likely when i'm ready for a relationship,she'll be long gone.but my feelings will have just arrived.oh how bittersweet love can be.

Bee Outtie.
=].